south of the sadness

only two years we had together
until your birthday, yesterday was mine
but this time is hers
you've been turning seven around
growing up with parents and till your single-parent

so I pretend, I do with all I can
and hope someday you find and need me in your heart
to understand, what I know you around, and forget the past

I remember waiting for you let promise
that you can take me everywhere
I remember waiting for you let call
that you can share you sadness to me anytime

may be someday, you really get to need me
not just a shine in the monitor
I pray and hope the chance
to make the miracle between you and me
we got a lot time to make you smile again

so I wanna beside you again
I'll do all I can, and hope I find your laugh
to undertsand, what I know you all, and forgive for not being in your life

I remember waiting for look up the stars
that I can mention one by one the stars until you sleep
I remember waiting when you say you'll be my side ever
that I make with you before, in the past

and now, you with her, not me
I refused and stuck in this brokenheart
but I wanna step up
I must do more in the future

I just wanna forget about my 'nightmare' when you with that girl
and I just wanna remember about our sweet-memories
I wanna left it step by step and then finally..
I keep trying to find the newest

thanks for your care and heart to me :)